the first several moments are pleasant, but the conversation's brought another memory to mind, one that comes to his attention right in time to ruin that kiss. he remembers being hurt, somehow, remembers telling dazai of all people that he'd trusted him (used something? there's not enough context to know exactly what.) remembers demanding he get him out of there safely.
dazai called him his partner again.
chuuya promptly breaks the kiss and shifts back, eyes wide and a little unfocused, breath coming a little heavier.]
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at least he does at first.
the first several moments are pleasant, but the conversation's brought another memory to mind, one that comes to his attention right in time to ruin that kiss. he remembers being hurt, somehow, remembers telling dazai of all people that he'd trusted him (used something? there's not enough context to know exactly what.) remembers demanding he get him out of there safely.
dazai called him his partner again.
chuuya promptly breaks the kiss and shifts back, eyes wide and a little unfocused, breath coming a little heavier.]
What the fuck happened--