[just look at every single decision that led them here tonight. it's one long string of bad ideas, all of which he went with willingly, just like he's always done with baren.
he rolls over a second time to fish his knife out from where he keeps it by the bed at night (he just feels better, that way), pressing it into baren's hands, still sheathed.
and an impulse strikes, as it has several times before-- and normally chuuya tells it no. normally there's enough emotional distance involved, even when he's been drinking. this time, though, he doesn't quite stop himself from leaning in to press a short little kiss to baren's mouth as he hands the knife over.]
It's already like that, idiot. If that ever changes-- then you can take this and do what you want with it. Pretty sure I'd have it coming.
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[just look at every single decision that led them here tonight. it's one long string of bad ideas, all of which he went with willingly, just like he's always done with baren.
he rolls over a second time to fish his knife out from where he keeps it by the bed at night (he just feels better, that way), pressing it into baren's hands, still sheathed.
and an impulse strikes, as it has several times before-- and normally chuuya tells it no. normally there's enough emotional distance involved, even when he's been drinking. this time, though, he doesn't quite stop himself from leaning in to press a short little kiss to baren's mouth as he hands the knife over.]
It's already like that, idiot. If that ever changes-- then you can take this and do what you want with it. Pretty sure I'd have it coming.