Considering the memory he triggered, I think both my past self and I were magnets for psychopaths.
It's fine, I have savings I can use. I just...don't want him to talk to me for a few days.
I'm sorry. I'll delete the conversation after, if it helps. I can't tell Shuji anyways because he probably wouldn't react well if he found out that you know more about this than he does.
i have opinions on that guy but he matters to both you and chuu so i'll keep them to myself but if you're close to him you're right most people would take it as some demonstration of a lack of trust but i mean so long as you know that it's not my business
I don’t know how to explain. It hurts more if he’s angry at me than if you are. It hurts if he’s upset because of something I did. It’s the downside of having friends, I guess, so I’d rather not burden them.
It’s pathetic, but I’d rather not lose the two friends I have.
chuu? my chuu? chuuya nakahara shuji works for him and so do you right so i can't say shit or else he'll get all fussy he's the type of person who cares too much about the people who are """in his care"""
but you know what you kinda need to shut up about the "pathetic" stuff sakkun if you have two friends who really give a fuck about you and care about you and mean a lot to you that's more than some people ever find in their lifetime you don't need to feel bad about not wanting to be left by people who mean something to you
ew i don't want that maybe tell him that tho it'd make him happy
[whenever.... chuuya goes back into work. in a bit.]
now here's the thing they're not gonna get it because they probably don't think they'd ever leave you no matter what happens to you or what you remember or how much trouble you cause it's what they want to think bc that's what being a good friend is they might be right about how much they can handle they might be wrong it depends on their moral compass and if you want to find out
do you think what you remember is that bad, sakkun? everyone in this city might as well be a killer at this rate
[he's not meant to be a counselor or anything like that but -
people are people. and isolation isn't exactly the best step that he can imagine oda taking.]
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do you need a replacement phone
i know this number but i'd rather not keep sending stuff to it
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It's fine, I have savings I can use. I just...don't want him to talk to me for a few days.
I'm sorry. I'll delete the conversation after, if it helps. I can't tell Shuji anyways because he probably wouldn't react well if he found out that you know more about this than he does.
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gross
ever considered filing for harassment
i have opinions on that guy
but he matters to both you and chuu
so i'll keep them to myself
but if you're close to him you're right
most people would take it as some demonstration of a lack of trust
but i mean so long as you know that it's not my business
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I don’t know how to explain. It hurts more if he’s angry at me than if you are. It hurts if he’s upset because of something I did. It’s the downside of having friends, I guess, so I’d rather not burden them.
It’s pathetic, but I’d rather not lose the two friends I have.
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chuuya nakahara
shuji works for him and so do you right
so i can't say shit or else he'll get all fussy
he's the type of person who cares too much about the people who are """in his care"""
but you know what
you kinda need to shut up about the "pathetic" stuff sakkun
if you have two friends
who really give a fuck about you and care about you and mean a lot to you
that's more than some people ever find in their lifetime
you don't need to feel bad
about not wanting to be left by people who mean something to you
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[ PUSHING ASIDE THE FIASCO WITH CHUUYA IN THE SUBWAY... he’s glad for his boss ]
You’re right. I only wish they could see it like that, too.
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maybe tell him that tho
it'd make him happy
[whenever.... chuuya goes back into work. in a bit.]
now here's the thing
they're not gonna get it because they probably don't think they'd ever leave you
no matter what happens to you or what you remember or how much trouble you cause
it's what they want to think bc that's what being a good friend is
they might be right about how much they can handle
they might be wrong
it depends on their moral compass
and if you want to find out
do you think what you remember is that bad, sakkun?
everyone in this city might as well be a killer at this rate
[he's not meant to be a counselor or anything like that but -
people are people. and isolation isn't exactly the best step that he can imagine oda taking.]
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I’ll try.
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i'm not going to tell you what to do
just what i think doesn't make sense
having bloody hands
or not that many friends
isn't the same thing as being a bad person
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but at least listen to what i'm saying alright
instead of overthinking like you do
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so you're probably fine
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You seem like you know everything you're doing.
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but maybe consider
not taking things at face value, sakkun
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Sanji told me the same thing a couple months ago.
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sanj would say something like that
if he and i are in agreement about something, there's just a chance you should listen to us
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It's difficult.
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but sometimes when people decide to believe in others
they end up thinking that means that they have to ignore their flaws
it's just easy to lose sight of a whole of a person that way
so i guess keep your belief if that's what you want
but don't go blind
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you ever think like it's just one of your books?
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I’m not anyone’s author.
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you're not god
or i personally like the atheist spin
because i think fully understanding another person is completely horseshit
perfect understanding of someone sounds boring
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