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Baren "Good End: You die." Kumou ([personal profile] crudest) wrote2017-04-24 01:26 am

ic inbox.

Baren Kaiyou
i think the fuck not my guy 💩


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doublesmall: (to this thing we keep)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-06 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
Hot and wet is just fine with me. Want me to prove it?




[and then they banged in the shower and i fucking hate them

anyway, after they're all clean even though we will never truly be, chuuya towels off his hair a bit and then waits for baren to help fix it up. he doesn't really get why he's got to put anything in it after he just washed it, but it does keep his hair from tangling, so...

he deals with it. it's not like he ever minds baren's attention.]
doublesmall: (no i don't believe you)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-06 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[chuuya's going to be halfway to dozing again before long-- there's a reason he likes having his hair fixed before bed-- but the mention of a memory snaps him awake. he can't turn to look at baren while he's brushing without messing it up, but chuuya does straighten up, clearly paying more attention now.]

...yeah? What was it about?
doublesmall: (crop circles in the carpet)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-07 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
[sakichi again. those words should be reassuring, and in a way they are, knowing that someone else had said things like that to baren.

a small part of him doesn't like that it wasn't him, even after chuuya had encouraged baren to try to keep some sort of ties to sakichi here.

the rest is enough to force him to move on from those thoughts, though, and chuuya nearly pulls away before remembering baren's work; he pauses before he can actually tug the braid from his hands.]


--the ones who didn't like you, right?
doublesmall: (i don't want you to get it on with)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-07 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
You think it was what? Why would it be on purpose...?

[while he doesn't mind hearing it, having some indication that he was right and baren really wasn't just the shitty person he seems to think he was in the past--

chuuya can't think of a motivation for it.]
doublesmall: (crop circles in the carpet)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-10 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[the fact that he stops already has chuuya concerned, and this time he does turn around, shifting enough to sit sideways on the bed and meet baren's eyes. his brow's furrowed, lip caught between his teeth.]

Baren-- what are you talking about, huh? What do you mean, when-

[it's something he hates the thought of, even in another life. hates the idea of anything getting to baren that way when he's been such a constant presence here, even though chuuya knows no one is immune to death.]
doublesmall: (of course it is)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-11 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
Baren-!

[there's no way that wouldn't upset chuuya, and he'd be reaching out for baren if he hadn't already taken his hands. those words are at odds with the way he kisses them; chuuya grips his hands tighter, there.]

But you aren't, you idiot, why would you let them think that?! Maybe they wouldn't want to kill you if you didn't try to make them hate you--
doublesmall: (oh that it's just what we need?)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-12 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
So it's no way for them to live, but it's fine for you to have to live like that?

[he understands, to a degree, but he can't agree. not when it's baren. not when it's someone chuuya's supposed to protect in this life-- not that baren needs protecting, but that won't keep chuuya from wanting to do it.]

You wouldn't give yourself up for something like that here. Right?
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[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-12 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[that question wipes the anger from his face within a moment, replaces it with blank surprise--]

Don't be stupid, Baren.

[his answer's nearly immediate. how would that ever bring him happiness, when having baren here is the happiest he's been in a long time? chuuya would live without him, he has other things in this city that he needs to be here for, but...

he doesn't want to. he gives his head a quick shake, bangs falling right back into place where baren had brushed them aside.]


Why would you ever think that'd make me happy? If you were gone, I'd bring you back.
doublesmall: (but the waves hit my head)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-13 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
We'd get into an awful lot of trouble without you, probably.

[he shifts easily into baren's lap, fitting himself there and wrapping his arms around him in turn; his head rests on baren's shoulder, apparently content to just. be there, for now.

instead of being a fucking thot for once in his life.]


And I'd cause as much of it as I had to, to get you back to us.
doublesmall: (to this thing we keep)

[personal profile] doublesmall 2018-04-13 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
Mm, it might've... but maybe you spoil me more.

[rewarding him for saying he'll be a troublemaker for his sake... that's a dangerous thing to do, baren, and that kiss to chuuya's forehead gets baren one pressed to his neck.]